So here i find myself regrouping after a crazy cylce i just finished analyzing and I'm like wow "wat was I thinking, seriously I gotta hit those ppl up and clear some things up"..like wow...Frontin like I could just ignore it and move on, and think that moving on without closing some chapters would heal me faster..WRONG!!!
I sat here on my table, near my room's window, looking out to an empty night-more like a dark night...i start listening to BlessRoxwell's "The Answer"....trying to understand better what I did in the past, trying to understand my relaltionship with those individuals. Every other night i felt like i was ok, forgetting memories with them like forgetting how to spell unforgetible without the UN and FORGETible...I dont regret anything. They were lessons I am blessed to have learned, they were part of the growing tools that made Sonia G into this more wiser individual...Yet I am sorry to them for not having close the chapter ,cuz of that I ruined great friendships and bonds that existed before them irrational moves and actions...
I will be the bigger person, and apologize for misleading ya and leaving ya in confusion.
----the reason I have the pic. of that book on this blog, is becuz through that book I have found clarity.. I recommend everyone to read it......btw make sure ya log onto www.reverbnation.com/blessroxwell
Her music is dope!!!
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