Heard 'em say...

“They say people in your life are seasons,
And anything that happen is for a reason”

Waking up to 4 am call when your having the best sleep ever is never a good look…
Specially if the person on the other line is telling u bullshit
“ I miss you, can we give it a try…”


Give it a try? And so I wonder to myself, “we did give it a try” or maybe he just forgot.So I sat in my bed for about 30 minutes listening to his voice, a voice that was unpleasant to my eardrums.5 minutes later I hanged up the phone and attempted to watch some Law & Order( cause sleep was out of the question after such call)…Unfortunately I couldn’t enjoy the episode for the only thing crossing my mind was all the people that have been seasons in my life.

*People who I treated like sisters, devoting my time to hear out their problems
*People who I treated like friends, developing a friendship that I hope was no bother

People who …

*People who I was willing to purchase them all the ice cream in the world just so that they could smile
*People who I shared poetry with, hoping that lines penetrated more that just pages on a book that maybe it penetrated the heart
*People who I texted or IM’ed a “hey babe” to let them know I was thinking of them even if my busy schedule preventing me from seeing them face to face
*People who I travel through boroughs in order to see their shows , to show support and show love
*People who I sang to (even though I can’t sing) just to get them to laugh and enjoy the sweet melody that my heart attempted to express in order to show how I felt about them
*People whose face I touched, caressing their fears away, assuring them I wont ever let go
*People whose lips I kissed, letting them take my breath away because I trusted them with my life

And yet these were the people that treated me less than a sister, less than a friend People who were willing to purchase all the pain in world and serve it to me just to see me frown , who shared with me their discontent and who never texted me or IM’ed me back, who travel through boroughs in order to see “the other” ,who sang sweet nothings in my ear, whose face I never saw, whose lips kissed others

“They say people in your life are seasons,
And anything that happen is for a reason”

And those people were seasons but I don’t regret their presence in my life……And I’ll end this blog with the line I used to end that 4am call : “ Cuz every worthless word we get more far away, and nothing's ever promised tomorrow today, And nothing lasts forever but be honest babe, it hurts but it may be the only way”